So here i am again opening up a tiny door into my huge life with you. I tell myself to do it more often but then it seems time somehow takes longer. My hubby is home from his deployment and we are all together once more. I would say its pure bliss but i dont lie. Im actually known for being brutally honest, sometimes too much but i have learned over the years to show love instead and i do that by simply keeping my mouth shut. It works well its much easier to let people live in their ignorance and lies anyways than it is to call them out on it only to have them not listen or even try to accept the truth and change their ways.
Lifes hard right now i think too much and pray endlessly i praise Him for the good things that I do have and try my best to make due with what I am given. Theres a big changing going on and i can only believe an even bigger one coming. I stay steady on and make improvements to the challenges i come to face with daily. Its not easy. It takes all I have. It takes me constantly leaning on and relying on Him to get through the day. I quit the pills and reject what the world has to say on how I can be healthy and whole again, I have put myself in His hands to carry me through. Miracles are what we need, Prayers are the seeds.
It seems overcoming one trial just brings you to the next and the little ones wernt the real test. Heave Ho we go but where and when it will end i dont know. I smile at my family, at the laughs, at the cuddles, and strengths i see in each of them. Its my task to see what lies beneath to teach them how to be their best and live with true inner peace. My body may fail me but I AM Strong. He is the I AM to keep along.
Too deep for you? Do i come on to strong? Its all in truth. But was it to Long?
