Wow 4 months have went past as I read my last post I was in such a darker place then and am glad to say I'm not there anymore. I'm happy and positive as I'm used to. Of course, I am still going through some personal trials as we all do but things are good Ive enjoyed a delicious chocolate fudge cake for my birthday which had to be sugar free due to the gestational diabetes Ive got going on right now but can also share that everyone who had a piece wanted a second that was an adult and the kids didn't even notice either which made me really happy!
I also just got to celebrate my twin girls who are on the way with a baby shower last weekend and I literally smiled and laughed so much I spent the next day in bed because my teeth hurt so bad and no I know that's not normal my teeth have also took a hit this pregnancy and I am in need of some dental care but am praying and trying my best to put it off until after the birth. When that time does come Il still be in recovery from the birth and maybe slightly delusional from lack of sleep but better to get some teeth pulled then, than now and risk it throwing me into early labor. So a half smile here or there and if you spot me with my hand on my cheek I'm not really thinking that hard I'm just feeling a lil pressure in the jaw is all. Also gives me more reason to pass on that sugary sweet that looks so good but is so bad for me right now.
All in all I now have more energy most days then I had at the beginning and I'm not sick all the time it comes and goes according to my nose. My girls have been healthy the entire pregnancy and that's what matters to me they are growing and doing great, I myself have actually barely just gained 20 pounds the whole 8 months so far but i sure look like its lots more being as my stomach sticks out so far I am the width of two of me but if you catch me just from the front its not a big difference.
I also have wanted for years to dye my hair hot pink but have never done so for different reasons but finally went through with it just a couple of pink highlights representing my love for pink and more celebration for my baby girls and all I can think is why did I put this off for so long it feels totally normal and me. Its also cute to hear my two year old yell its PINK! when I put my hair up and he catches a glimpse. Who knew you could teach your toddler colors with your hair?
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