Well I pushed through. Successfully put up lights on the outside hung some inside for a little extra magic. We hung the stockings and put up the tree got all of it decorated and ready. But no matter what I keep putting a smile on my face it still doesn't seem like Christmas in our space. Without our soldier home I keep a brave face on just for the kids hoping that their Christmas will be bright and happy. But no matter what I do it's still just doesn't seem like Christmas I'm already ready to take down the Christmas tree and pack it all up. I know that wouldn't be the right thing to do for the kids so with about 5 days left till Christmas I'm forcing myself to keep it all up to look cheery and Brite but truthfully I'd be much happier with it all put away just as another day waiting on him to come home. But merry Christmas to everyone we love you all be glad for our freedom to celebrate it all.
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